1. |
65
00:40
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2. |
66
02:10
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shaking the undercurrent
breaking the cycle
try your best to just be true
but hold onto you
onto you
onto you
waiting for another rainfall
praying for an end to it all
fall back in
no longer living
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3. |
wwhiy
00:52
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4. |
wednesday idea
00:41
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5. |
dryer
00:34
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clothes fresh out the dryer
feel myself get higher and higher
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6. |
whose lymph nodes
02:09
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whose lymph nodes are these?
is it just anxiety?
whose lymph nodes are these?
is it me or anxiety?
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7. |
69
00:14
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8. |
74
01:26
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9. |
75 (74 backwards)
01:46
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10. |
76
01:20
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11. |
77
05:44
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12. |
78
00:44
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13. |
today is ... monday?
02:43
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14. |
... still monday?
03:53
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15. |
dr dingbop7
02:50
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16. |
79
00:54
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17. |
rainy soundrops
04:05
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18. |
reverse siren
02:31
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19. |
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20. |
backwards out
05:11
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ooo i want out of here
ooo i miss those years
ooo i want out of here
we got the capo on the (1, 2, 3, 4) fret
don't fret, don't fret, don't sweat it
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21. |
dadfac c4
05:01
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22. |
85
09:46
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23. |
dadfac c9
04:02
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everything i own is dusty
especially my rusty
coated in a thin layer of dust
leave the future behind if you must
see me run
watch a bus
everything i own is dusty
never had i bothered to ask me
does this shit make me happy?
or lazy?
everything i own is rusty
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24. |
dadfac c8
02:44
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25. |
dadfac c6
04:44
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monday's feel like monday's for a reason
and someday it'll be sunday in the season
where you blossom and live your life
where you can be free, no need to run or hide
monday's are monday's for a reason,
and right now's just not your peak season
give it a week or three
come baby blossom with me
we'll hibernate as we have
for years and years in the past
come baby hibernate
taking it day by day
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26. |
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27. |
95
00:19
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28. |
96
01:29
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|
it doesn't have to be for anyone but me
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29. |
97
01:14
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um, cadgac capo.... 10? 12, 11, 10, yeah, 10 or 9
i'm a great, i'm a great faw--fuck, i'm a great fawner
i practice three times a day
more often than i wash my face
i don't feel proud of me
for not knowing how to bed
no, no, it's not gonna be any of those notes, but, there, i will find the note
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30. |
98
13:10
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okay um cadfac 12, yeah
let's try it, let's try it
i didn't like it, i didn't like it, that's, also, oh, okay
attempt number twooo
okay, okay, okay, let's practice first
and i'll, bring you down here
cus one kind of eats the other, like, rhythmically? let's try it
fuuuuck, fuck this i don't want that
maybe i should put the, mic closer to the amp so you hear less of my clicks? okay
i just lost my uh signal. okay, i have bad cables.
i didn't hit it, aha. okay. one, two, three, four
i might've been too late but let's see.
hm. i can't decide, oh nooo.
i'm good at fawning
i practice three times away
that's more than i wash my face
i'm good at when i manipulate
i wish i wasn't good at it
ow, let's do it
ow, fuck, okay okay okay okay okay
okay it sounds a little weird but,
twelve hours later,
i'm a hater
for not having someone
obsessed with me
i need attention, darling please
there's this tension that i can see
is it in my head? probably
but still i ask and gaslight gatekeep (girlboss)
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31. |
99
07:51
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32. |
100
09:38
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okay, i like that, let's take the repeats a little lower
no, there it is
okay, i like that.
fuck, did it not record?
i don't think i hit the button yall...
why am i so needy?
i want you, i'm greedy
why am i so easy in love
after a week?
after a week. after just one week? after one week. after just one week?
what the fuck, what the fuck?
trauma dumptruck
you can't tell me i'm lying when i say it's nice to have a crush
you can't tell me i'm lying even if i believe it's too much
i will deny, deny, deny
deny, deny, deny
deny, deny, deny
your feelings and mine
deny, deny, deny
i will deny, deny, deny
i will deny, deny, deny
your feelings and mine
your feelings and mine.
(i feel silly for thinking that i'd be done with attachment issues but they're never gonna ch-- like go away like?
and i'm willing to lose sleep over that
i'm willing to lose so much sleep
and so much of myself and my self care
and what it means for me to be happy and me to feel like myself
over, you know, like, a week old crush
um i'll gladly let myself get stomped on just because,
well, shit, it's refreshing for someone else to shit on me.
i've got this number one constant hater, myself
and so if i can find some other way to feel pain
by the hand of someone else--
god, is this another form of manipulation,
like a self sabotage manipulation that i'm doing to myself
by supplanting these huge expectations on somebody who's, who's, who has no idea
they have no idea
and neither do i
so i sketch it out
in sad lullabies
i will deny, deny, deny
i will deny, deny, deny
i will deny, deny, deny
your feelings and mine.
right, let's try reverse.
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queer choir Boston, Massachusetts
writing as i play, playing as i write. strums the strums and hums the hums.
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